I don't feel like updating with photos..... Ugh I'm just so tired these few days. Have been out almost everyday (when I actually wake up :S)

I'm the type of girl who needs to HIBERNATE for an hour after she walks for 5mins. So yeah I've been feeling really drained out. Still am. And I keep on eatingGGGGggg..... ITS CRAZY. Every minute u look at me, I'M PUTTING FOOD IN MY MOUTH.

@#$%^&*()(*&*(!@#$%^&*(

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :@

I'm going nuts. I'm just going to photo update now.

GH w hotel81 HAHAHHAHA. (w soulsis only though :3)



























































































HAHAHA I LOVE NICOLE HIORNSSSSSSSSSSSS (Y)

What do you expect me to say when you're always pushing me away?? I am who I am. Essentially that may not be the girl you want to completely understand, to share your thoughts with, to just be yourself with. You have a foil around you, protecting you from what?? Me?? You tell me to open up, and when I do, you selfishly push me away. Fucking hurts every single time.

You claim you don't understand me. But have you ever tried? Just a little?? I don't even understand myself/you sometimes, I do things rashly. I fuck things up on a daily basis. But why can't you just understand that that's just... me? Even just a little understanding will suffice. I don't need you to always be there. But will you ever know the difference between sometimes and never?

Now I'm just wondering if I should be someone I'm not. Because that seems to be the only way to help me understand you.

O's R OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!!

Well yesterday.

Hahaha but it's the last paper and I have a feeling I fucked it up. I really hope I didnt. Never expected to fuck it up. But... sigh what can I say? It's alr over. :D


Caught Jennifer's body w Maan, Nic, RG & Claudiiii :) The company was awesome but the movie was fucking scary!!! Gore is rly not my type. I hate hate hate it. Kill me naoOOOx. :'( Oh and I went for a pedi with pei before that. :D It was fucking painful though. _l_ Ccb.

HAHA.

Went over to maan's house and watched the zohan show. I thought it was ok.... but hell stupid. HAHA. Played rockband and I was so tired by then. Went home and slept. Instantly.

Today is a boring dayyyyyyyyy. Blasting tokio hotel. Hmm....... going to take a bath. I feel like hibernating today.

They're telling me
It's beautiful
I believe them
But will I ever know
The world behind my wall

The sun will shine
Like never before
One day I will be
Ready to go
See the world behind my wall

Chinese is O V E R!!!!!

I hope I can get my A1. I pray pray pray I do. Cuz I thought paper 1 was relatively okay.. Paper 2's compre was a fucking killer. I think I'm going to fail that one. :'( I really pray pray pray I do well. Come onnnnnnnnnnnnnn, be nice SEAB. :)

I really don't wna do chinese in JC :'( I'm going to write in!! I swear. My chinese is so horrible they wouldn't want to have anything to do w it. I KNOW.

I'LL JUST SPEAK LIKE ALY/NIC

:3

HAHAHAHHA JOKING. I love you both (L)

Physics MCQ is O V E R too!!!!!!!!! Awesome. I'm not going to touch physics. EVER. It's horrible. But I have a damn feeling I might just be an idiot and do it for JC. Idk. I was careless though, lost one mark alr. Angry >:@ But they repeated questions from the TYS :3 that's gUUUuUd. (Y) So overall it was okay, A1 A1 come on. Do mrs tong prouddddd :)

NOW ALL THERE'S LEFT IS CHEM!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT :)))) EggCiTeddddddx. I need the full marks for chem. PlzplzPLZZZZZZZZZZ (Y)

I'm going for pedi/mani with pei aft chem too. Then I'm going to try the new japanese shampoo dye thing :3 CAN'T WAIT. It's only like.... 3 days away. GIVE IT TO ME NAOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! (Y) & then movie night (?) @ maaan's house :))) YAYYY. FREEDOM.

F R E E D O M IS HERE BABY.